April is Looking Up!


April started optimistically for me. I was looking forward to CampNaNoWriMo, I didn’t have many doctors appointments scheduled, nor anything else complicated. And I wrote a lot for the first few days.

It went downhill from there for a while. I almost had an Adrenal crash, though not quite an Addisonion crisis in the supermarket after running errands all day. I picked a really bad time to go back on Facebook because it kept draining my time and energy. I got into a disagreement with someone on there over something I posted. Unfortunately, it’s something important to me and I tried to discuss it with them. But eventually I had to stop. It was taking up a ton of my time and energy and stressing me out. SJ and I have spent most of the month worried about an old friend of ours who is going through a really rough time. We had no idea because the only way we had to contact him was Facebook and we’re so rarely on there.

The phone company had a computer error and turned off our phones, even though we paid above what we needed to for the payment plan this month. SJ sorted that out. In the gross department, I had diarrhea from the last two weeks in March through the first two weeks in April and I had a really hellacious period. I wound up spending a night in ER due to low blood pressure, headaches, severe cramping, nausea, and slight dehydration. And while most of that rough stuff was going on, I went two weeks without writing for CampNaNoWriMo. I only entered two contests for gift cards this month.

But things really started improving since then. I decided to largely stop going on Facebook until after April, except to check on our friend and to enter contests. I also started cutting out some of my groups and turning off notifications for most of them. When I return to it, I plan on mainly just posting to closed groups, to cause less problems and deal with less time consuming notifications.

I joined enrolled in two courses from Coursera. Coursera offers free courses and many, many subjects from leading universities and colleges. Alternatively, you can pay about fifty dollars and gain a certificate from them.

I got a new issue of The Writer magazine and my mother was kind enough to gift us with more files for the filing cabinet.

I also only have about four thousand words left to write to make my word count goal for this CampNaNoWriMo.

I’ve been practicing music frequently and I’ve been very productive in general for the past several days.

And…drumroll, please…I’m applying to college! I am SO excited by this! I couldn’t have done it without lots of help. SJ and Phire helped and supported me, as did my mother. A friend of ours is loaning me the money for the application fee and letting me pay him back slowly a little at a time. He also stayed on the phone with me while I applied for financial aid and helped me through the rough patches. AND he’s one of two people who is writing me a recommendation letter.

So far, I’ve applied for financial aid, filled out the application, asked for transcripts to be sent to them, talked with my application academic advisor, and written and uploaded a personal statement. I can send the application without them having received my transcripts yet, so I’m just waiting for one more person to send them a recommendation letter and for my friend to loan me the money for the application fee. I think the letter will get written this weekend and I have until May 15th to submit the application. So I should have plenty of time.

I’m applying to Berklee Online, which is the internet arm of Berklee College of Music for a degree in Music Business. I am SO excited! I’ve wanted to go to Berklee for years and I think that now my health and my life are stable enough that I can go. I’m nervous about getting in, but I really, really hope that I do. I should find out towards the end of June or the beginning of July, so I’ll try to update here. Phire is applying as well, so I’m also really excited about that and hoping that we both get accepted. 🙂

I think that’s it for now.

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