A Hopefully Quick Post of Minor WordPress Griping


A few months ago, I was pretty pissed off at WordPress. I had forgotten about it but now I remember. And I’m angry again. First, they changed the layout for the dashboard. That irritates me, but I can live with it. Then, the app was malfunctioning on two phones with two different OS’s. I’m now using a third party app that words a lot better, but has it’s issues when I blog from my phone. And, for a while, the actual wordpress site was malfunctioning on laptops.

But the thing that really, really got me was that it now seems difficult, if even possible to include share buttons for different social media sites on the .com wordpress sites — as opposed to the .org one. There does seem to be a complicated way to do it…maybe. WordPress, I am not good with technology. I don’t even think I have the hardrive space required to port over to .org hosting. I definitely don’t know how. And no, WordPress, don’t tell me how easy it is. Furthermore, I can’t afford to pay for a url for my blogs — I especially can’t afford five urls. And, if I ever did pay for a url and then couldn’t afford it later, all that I’d written would go kaput.

Now, on at least two of my blogs, several widgets aren’t working. These are the widgets that make following easier. Specifically those widgets. Maybe it’s because of the themes I’m using. Maybe it’s a glitch on my computer alone. Maybe it’s even showing up on other computers.

But that and the lack of sharing buttons seem to me like a subtle, but hostile way to keep blogs followers down unless they switch to .org hosting as opposed to .com hosting — and thus a way for WordPress to make more people pay them more money. Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m glad to be able to have as many blogs as I want, and I’m grateful to be able to blog for free at all, but I am really, REALLY irritated about this.

Meh


*WARNING — potentially deppressing rant ahead*

I really, really don’t feel like writing a blog post right now. So why am I? I don’t know. Because it’s been over a month since I blogged here, probably as long or longer on my other blogs. And because I’m frustrated.

I’ve been dealing with my phone malfunctioning periodically since June or July, which is when I got it.

I have the flu. I am, however, super excited that I didn’t need to go the hospital because I have the flu (trust me, that’s a really big deal)! And I’m getting over having the flu, which is awesome.

I’m annoyed with myself over all the stuff I haven’t been getting done around the house.

I only got two of the five, six, or seven small rituals done that I planned to last month. I Flamekept, so that’s three I suppose. But I missed Mabon. I didn’t leave offerings for my other Gods besides one. I didn’t ask their permission to work with the potential new entity, except for one. And now it’s almost Samhain. I’ve only done the one Flamekeeping shift. I missed my last one, and there’s one in two days, I believe, that overlaps with the new moon, when I also want to honor The Morrighan.

I did really well with journaling in September. I only missed four or five days for the whole month. But then, two weeks into October, not even, really, and I missed four days by then. So I missed the same number of days in two weeks that I had previously missed in a month. So far, I’ve either missed four or five days this month. Granted, one of them was the worst of the days I was sick with the flu.

The ceiling is falling down in the dining room due to an incompetent job by the heating guy. The door knob on our front door is broken. There is a hole patched with cardboard and printer paper in the drywall in our attic, which we use as the bedroom. The lawn needs to be mowed and the litter scooped. The sink is full of dirty, germy dishes. Less than a month ago, a sewer main at our curb overflowed, which mercifully was not our problem…except that the pipes in our house gurlgled and backed up because of it for two days and there was sewage around our house for days afterwards. The whole house needs a thorough cleaning. All three of us are still hacking and coughing up phlegm, and SJ still has a fever.

I am tired, and sick, and frustrated. Angry, even. I’m angry mostly because I feel so fricking helpless.

Somehow, someway, I will pull myself out of this.